Five days and now three glasses of wine shared with my family, and I'm having to stare at myself in the mirror saying

Don't do it, don't do it, don't it

about messaging my ex to complain about them. It's because ex knows my family and my frustrations with them like nobody else. And to be fair, I'm not having huge issues, but this family is not confrontational and my little frustrations become huge in my head when I have no one to share them with. And I have no one to share them with.

Truth be told that if I was getting laid at the moment then I'd also be getting laid back about the whole situation.

I decided not to message ex when I saw the landscape of previous messages: good terms and inauthentic uncharacteristic exclamation marks. Disgusting.